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Fault Lines¹

Released: May 12, 2023

  1. Disciple — Lyrics
  2. Fault Lines — Lyrics || Video
  3. In Bondage — Lyrics
  4. The X ID — Lyrics || Video
  5. Radical Self-Love — Lyrics
  6. Thanatos — Lyrics
  7. The Truth — Lyrics
  8. Army Of The Winter Sun — Lyrics

Disciple

Believe in me, worship me
You will be always protected
Harmony, catastrophe
Will you choose to fight or freeze?

Death to the ego
Death to all you think you know
Sacrifice your consent for me
You will heal in truth and beauty

Disciple, I absolve you
So forgive yourself enough to obey the naked truth
That you need to be owned
And you beg to be controlled

The magnetic field that I wield
Will reveal all of the bullshit
There’s no end to my charity
But I love you more when you beg and adore, and you kneel

Here’s your liberation
Here’s your chance for true freedom
You’ve got to open up the floodgates
My sycophantic playmate - I need servants

Disciple, I absolve you
Absolve you

 

Fault Lines

The fractures of our lives are becoming fault lines
Cracks so deep I don’t even recognize us

The nightmares we created became our realities
Self-fulfilling prophecies

Behold the disease of things unknown
The fanatics are winning and I wanna go home

The fractures of our lives are becoming fault lines

There’s a rabbit in the field
And I wanted to chase it
Out of my head
Into the nature
(Behold the fault lines)

There’s a volcano in my heart
And I don’t want to waste it
Psychotic shift
Infinite energy
(Behold the fault lines)

The fractures of our lives are becoming fault lines
Resistance cowers to futile

Compelled to understand, compelled to communicate
Muted mouth, manic restraint

Oh, the fault lines
(Behold the fault lines)

 

In Bondage

Nothing changes but my blood flow

I wanna mold you
Crush your self-defeat
Work back to your
Pure identity

I may offend you
Make you wetter with the resentment, oh
You’ll cum and you’ll cry
Every lie is a sign of commitment

The euphoric taste of your tears
Swallow it darling, we can take this to the end

Locked in bondage
Dark hearts of bliss
We will never feel anything close to this

Locked in bondage
Dark hearts of bliss
There will never be anything close to this

Weather the doom loop
Crudity will soften the feeling
No psychotherapy
Will ever relieve the hunted needing

Bow to the X Id
It will always smell the cracks within you
All ornament is crime
Taking the flesh is the only virtue

We’ll keep emotional distance
Apathy, baby, is the perfect self-defense

Locked in bondage
Dark hearts of bliss
We will never feel anything close to this

Locked in bondage
Dark hearts of bliss
There will never be anything close to this

Nothing changes but my blood flow

Locked in bondage
In the dark arts

 

The X ID

Hold your head up
You are not the victim
I’m not sure you will make the cut
I think you’ve lost the drive and will to win

Your resistance
Prophetic self-destruction
Creates the distance
Every time you get closer to someone

Mirror
There’s poison in my head and I don’t know what to do
The hole’s too deep for the drugs to get me through
Oh the city created my fears and took my mind
Oh Mirror
Give me back my time

Face your destiny
It was always only ever you and me
We can be anything we want to be
Make shit up and live it completely

I am alive, I am alive
Oh say it to yourself, say it to yourself, oh
Why do we need to function?
Why do we need to fit into this hell?

Mirror
There’s poison in my head and I don’t know what to do
The hole’s too deep for the drugs to get me through
Oh the city created my fears and took my mind
Oh Mirror
Give me back my time

 

Radical Self-Love

And the shadow that is growing in-between us
Will cast long until we feel ourselves waking up
And we question the foundation right under us
False evidence appearing real, destroying our trust

How do we decode the signs
See the patterns, read between the lines?
How do we find the compromise
Sweeten the deal, bridge the divide?

Breathe slow with me
When our darkness turns us into total enemies
Find your mercy
When the anger grows and it overwhelms me

Show me your, show me your
Radical self love
Show me your, show me your
Radical self love

The insecurity distorting our patience
Forcing us to possess one another in codependence
Oh, keep smiling, keep saying that we’re making good progress
Oh no, oh no, I can’t believe nothing ever changes

How do we decode the signs?
See the patterns, read between the lines?
How do we find the compromise?
Sweeten the deal, bridge the divide?

Conflict junkies
Our judgment kills the feeling there’s a you and me
Find your mercy
When the anger grows and it overwhelms me

Show me your, show me your
Radical self-love

 

Thanatos

Dopamine
A diamond between the eyes. Fix your inside
Moonshine
Biology will mix the cocktail of a lifetime

Do you bury your dreams in apathy?

Vulgarity
The glory and the virtue died so long ago
Thanatos
My hope will consume your broken, cruel, immortal soul

So you bury your dreams in apathy

 

The Truth

Vows of no faith
Why do we do it to ourselves
When nothing will ever change?

Get in here nerd slut
(Nerd slut)
My promises come true
Baby with the door shut

Why do you fight the truth?
You know I’ve seen you
Freaking in the strobe light
A thousand eyes all over you
Turned on
(I’m so turned on)

You think that you’ve lived the pain
Every day alone
But I was there for every feeling
Thank fuck I was always so
Turned on
(I’m so turned on)

Oh, I need the truth
Oh, give me the truth

How much do you want my truth?
How much do you need my truth?

Patience, boy
Patience, boy

Medicate me with contact
My loyalty is toxic
When you give me something back
(I’ll give you something back)

The ghost of empathy haunts me
My spectrum life, seeing black and white
Can only lead to dis-ease

Oh, all the times you said you cared
In the flesh, but nobody there
Ghosting me into a hole
Fucking with me unaware
Like nothing I’ve ever known

I’ll deconstruct the love into lust
How are we gonna find who we’re gonna fuck?
All of our appetites wetted
It can be people authentic
To not feel wrong

Oh I want it to be wrong!

Oh, I need the truth
Oh, give me the truth
Oh, I need the truth
Oh, give me the truth

I need the truth

Patience, boy
Patience, boy
That’s just not my strength

I commit to this contract
My loyalty is toxic
When you give me something back
(I’ll give you something back)

 

Army Of The Winter Sun

Selfing overload
Think you’re going to crack
The full catastrophe went
Heavy on your back

Can’t you see we are an army?
Why won’t you let me in to carry the load?

Trauma bonding with
Fear of the unknown

Stop digging trenches
Army of the winter sun
Lay down your defenses
Army of the winter sun

You are not alone
You’re not going to crack
Can’t you see we are an army?