IN THE WORLD THERE IS A HORROR OF PLAGUES.
TOO MANY DECISIONS, OPPORTUNITIES AND CHOICES MAKE PEOPLE WEAK.
THE POST SHOW/TRAVEL TRAUMA COMPOUNDS IT.
IN THIS FRAME OF MIND I HAVE DECIDED TO MAKE A BOLD, POSITIVE MOVE TO REFRESH MYSELF AND SNAP OUT OF IT.
WE WILL DO THE US TOUR. IT IS A TRAVELLING CIRCUS HEADFUCK AND WE WILL LOSE MONEY, SLEEP AND FRIENDS BUT IT HAS TO BE WORTH IT.
GOING BACK TO THE STATES FILLS ME WITH JOY ACTUALLY. I HAVE A CHILDLIKE BUTTERFLY FEELING ABOUT IT NOW. WHICH IS IRONIC SINCE I HAD SUCH A BAD TIME THERE IN MY EARLY MUSICAL LIFE, BUT THAT WAS ME IN MY OWN SELF CONSTRUCTED
CONFUSION, NOT THEM.
I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO GIVE THEM SOMETHING SPECIAL. THEY WERE SUCH SWEETHEARTS LAST TIME. MAYBE AN EXTRA ACOUSTIC PERFORMANCE FOR SOLD OUT SHOWS AND GOODIES ETC.. NOT SURE.. WILL THINK ABOUT IT.
WRITING A BLOG IS STRANGE BUT IT IS QUITE COMFORTING. ANOTHER EXCUSE TO TALK RUBBISH AND BE HEARD. WE ALL JUST WANT TO BE LOVED.
