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I did my time with depression and insomnia . You know the story . Undiagnosed autism at odds with the absurd logic of the world . Amplified through self flagellation , gripped by sloppy vices and [...]

RUMINATION We are always running. Living in the future or the past. Every day at the edge, ready to snap. Uncomfortable in our own skins. Desperate to close the gap between chaos and order we [...]

Dear friends, There’s been a heavy silence I know… and I have had many urges to write to you to explain this rough patch. Alas, my whole existence shrivelled up into a white dwarf of health [...]

Here are some vibrant images, found online, that inspired the visual direction of the recent official IAMX music video for I Come with Knives. A mood board if you will. Cx Watch the “I Come [...]

This journal was done by Danny Drysdale, our new comrade and fabulous indie film and video maker (Killers, Cursive, Compact Space, Crispin Glover). Here is what he has to say: 828-? blurry 9-1 [...]

My Children. As you well know it is unusual I work with other people on my music. I am generally an egocentric introvert with masses of self love and self loathing in equal measure so I must say [...]

Dear lovers. I had a vivid dream in the early hours. An action thriller with an afro wearing bipolar Richard Dreyfuss in the lead role. Tsunami waves, floating dying panthers and elephants, [...]

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My Dearest, My natural daily state seems to be one of general inner desperation. The result of this is a drive to constantly work and create as a means of self deception. Calm through distraction [...]

My dearest and nearest, After a painfully long but beautifully reflective time hiding, thinking and writing hard, I have decided to take a huge step closer to you all this year and for the rest [...]

Dearest Rabble. This week I arrived in LA. To spend the winter where the sun shines. To continue work with IAMX and its comrades and to catch up on the America that I have had a morbid [...]

Dear Friends. I would like to personally introduce the IAMX Noise Cabinet. I have spent the last two weeks remixing some of the most naturally remixable IAMX songs and I feel now, due to the [...]